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Jom reminisce balik for what I've done selama setahun ni.

Actually, I've made a few resolutions for 2009. Tapi bukan azam tahun baru yang orang buat untuk tahun baru tu. My resolutions more to berperingkat-peringkat. Depends on the situations.

So, here were the resolutions :

Waktu awal tahun dulu, saya nak kurus. Well, actually ni semestinya lah azam saya untuk setiap tahun. Actually bukan nak kururs like kurus keping macam Kate Moss or Paris Hilton tu kan, tak nak lah tak sesuai. Saya cuma nak achieve berat 53 kg je. Sebab body gebu-gebu ni baru meletop. Seksi sikit. HAHAHAHA (Astaga!). Tapi rasanya masih tak berjaya. Kenapa? First, sebab saya tak buat exercise, diet pun ala kadar je. Mampos lah aku nak berlapar je kan? HARAPAN JE LAAA! Kunyah tetap kunyah, telan tetap telan, melantak tetap macam orang kebulur tak hengat dunia. Second, sebab tak pernah nye nak timbang berat atas penimbang berat. Sebab? Takut nak tengok berat sendiri. Yeah I live in denial. Konon je paksa ayah beli penimbang tapi bukan nak timbang pun seram mak nak tengok berat sendiri nyah!

Study? Waktu awal tahun dulu langsung tak ada azam untuk study. Yeah tak tipu. Saya cuma azam nak continue degree kat UTP. Tapi tak terfikir pulak nak grad foundation dengan cemerlang ke hape kan. Plus, waktu lepas dapat result waktu awal tahun dulu, I've got a very bad feelings. Rasa tak sedap hati bout something that Im uncertain of. Yeah, I kinda have sixth sense when it comes bout me and my future. So, asyik rasa takut je. Takut sangt sampai tak nak tau apa-apa pun pasal study and buat rasa malas nak belajar. Tapi, itu dulu ... waktu awal tahun laahh.

Bila sampai ke pertengahan tahun, rasa macam tersentak pun ada. Result yang saya dapat merupakan result paling teruk dalam sejarah hidup. SUMPAH! Memang tak sangka langsung lah akan ada chapter macam ni dalam hidup saya. So, I guess my bad feelings tu memang betul lah sangat-sangat kan. But, learning from mistakes, saya mula tanamkan azam untuk bangun balik and belajar betul-betul walaupun in the end tetap jugak aku meniru assignment kann, tapi still ada jugak buat revision before class, ye lahh susah kut nak belajar Differential Equation wah tak boleh belah promo subjek.

Tapi ada jugak silly resolutions yang saya buat dulu, which is you know, nak kumpul duit beli external hard disk sebab takut komputer tiba-tiba crash ke hilang ke hape kan, last-last Alhamdulillah dapat jugak beli tapi bukan dengan duit sendiri, ibu jugak yang jadi tukang spedo kan. HAHA. Then, berangan nak beli kamera. I've thought of DSLR, tapi masalahnya benda alah tu besar sangat and tak kuasa nyah mak nak usung benda alah besar tu merata-rata takkan laahh nak ambil gambar shopping kat Giant Manjung pun mak nak ngusung DSLR yang gedabak tu kan? Tapi Alhamdullilahh, dapat jugak nyah aku beli kamera, kamera Lumix je pun tapi oke lah dari Ben Q aku yang I am very sure my girlfriends tahu tahap keharamannya kan. HAHA. Again, ibu aku jugak yang spedo. Aku tetap maintain tak keluarkan duit.

Then, konon-konon dulu simpan niat nak kumpul duit beli iPod ke, MP3 ke, MP4 ke kan, Alhamdulillah tercapai. Kali ni bapak aku pulak yang spedo. HAHA memang dasar anak ayam. OPS! HAHA. Lepas tu ada satu resolutions rahsia, which is nak ada boyfriend. HAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAH! Ini memang kelakar. Resolutions ni aku buat time pertengahan tahun sebab rasa macam tak kool je dah nak masuk twenty tapi still tak ada significant other kan. Memang poyo and pathetic. And mostly, apa yang dapat saya simpulkan disini, semuanya half way je. Memang tak berjodoh kan. And sekarang rasanya I'm not interested in any kut. Nak join kelab wanita single berjaya pulak lepas ni. HAHA.

And bila dah masuk degree ni, ada pulak resolutions baru, iaitu nak aktif clubs and event yang macam-macam. Sebab konon-konon nak merasa lah jadi busy and sebenarnye nak luaskan connection. Tak nak lah hidup dalam kepompong je kan. Nak jugak merasa macam mana hidup dengan senior, ada kawan-kawan multiracial. So far, it didn't went very well sebab say ni pemalu. HAHA. Seriously, agak pendiam lah jugak bila jumpa orang kan. Kenapa pun saya tak tahu maybe sebab tak adapt lagi kot. Serious lembab.

Then, bila nak masuk hujung tahun ni, saya teringat balik tentang the feelings I had waktu pertengahan tahun waktu nak bukak sem dulu. It's about something personal. And saya rasa memang betul kut instinct saya tu for whatever it said lah kan. And it did happened. I've isolated myself, and things were going not in my way. I have discover my angry self, about the other person that lays beneath my personality, tentang anger management yang sangat loose and the hideous envy feelings that I have, and macam-macam lagi. And I could say, as it gets more towards the end of the year, I get more inbalance and I am losing more grips more than what I expected, nothing to hold on to, nothing shared and everything changed. I may not know myself and my surroundings anymore.

All in all, I think this is what we call life. And Karma. What goes around comes around and this is the time for me to be at the lowest point as for most of the time I was on top.

Tapi, let's hope benda tu just a feeling je kan. So, what seriously have happened in my life eh? Let's go through specifically. Macam lah korang nak tahu sangat kan, tapi takpe, layankan aje. Mana tahu lagi lapan tahun saya kahwin dengan mana-mana anak Sultan ke kan, at least korang boleh cakap "Eh, perempuan ni!!! Aku pernah baca blog dia dulu bla bla bla bla *puji sikit* bla bla bla *kutuk sikit* bla bla bla yada yada yada"

See. Anyway, HARAPAN JE LAAAA KAN? HAHA

January-June.

Sepanjang musim ni, a lot of fun things happened. Banyakkkkk gileh benda yang jadi and benda ni semua fun things yang membawa kepada kelaghaan sampai aku malas gileh nak study and pegang buku pun rasa malas gileh nak mampos. Tapi kalau aku tak lagha, tak de lah dapat result macam taik tu kan, and kalau tak dapat result taik tu, mungkin saya tak akan pernah sedar dari mimpi hahah drama tak sudaahhh.

January.

- The Instinct.

I had an instinct that says something about my future. Perasaan tak sedap hati yang saya tak dapat interpret. Rupa-rupanya it's about my result untuk sem dua yang bakal musnah. HEH DRAMA!

- Outing of the Lifetime.

The best outing everrr!!!!!! Ingat tak kita menggila dalam kereta yang dibawa oleh dua jejaka idaman Malaya? Sumpah macam bangan gila sebab apa? Ini semua pengaruh John Hafiz time tu. HAHA nak buat macam mana we adored him so much, oke, I adore him so much. But we had fun, aite?

- The Party part 1

Birthday party liar untuk Jahhh. :)

February.

- HAHA.

Ini bukan pasal saya, tapi pasal Rosma, on this very month, dia kena kencing dengan Bubbles atas peha dia. I would remember this time forever. PRECIOUS.

- Affection is on the air.

Bulan ni bulan mabuk kepayang. Dengan someone from the past and someone from the present. All in all, I blame hormones untuk semua yang berkaitan dengan perasaan ni. HAHA bodoh je hidup in denial gila aku nih. HAHA.

March.

- The Wedding of the Year,

Oke jatuh cinta di sini. Someone's uncle is sooo handsome muka adorable nak mampos macam Keifli AF. Auwww. And Siti Rosma, we enjoyed your your brother wedding veryyyy much! Ngeh ngeh ngeh.

- The Trip.

Tahun ni macam tahun melawat Kelantan je. HAHA. Oke Kelantan memang best! Marvelous! Dah lah banyak jual baju rare cantik cantik and yang paling penting, MURAH! and cuci mata sepenuhnya, YUMMYY! HAHA

April.

- The Dark Knight.

Oke saya boleh conclude yang bulan ni merupakan ultimate ultimate ultimate overnite kitorang! HAHAHA! Gila kesian kan? Ultimate overnite pun pergi Lumut jeh, but HEYYY, kitorang tidur hotel oke even hotel tu lebih kepada err ... tempat JAIP tangkap basah orang. HAHA!

- The So-called Hiatus.

Konon-konon nak tutup laptop selama berapa hari? 2O hari? HAHA memang harapan je lah kaannnn?

May.

- Friend Request.

I added my super crush in my gtalk. And have a ... let's say quite a decent conversation. HEHE. Oke tak banyak conversation pun, sikit jeh but cukup untuk buat saya angau sepanjang exam week. OVER!

- The Test.

I screwed my final exam. BIG TIME!

June.

- Home Alone

My parents pergi umrah selama dua minggu and I think you pretty much get the idea about how paranoid was I when left alone in the house with my little brother.

- Love Drunk

Saya angau!

- Trip and Breaking Away.

Yeahhhh ini memang best and terbaekk wa cakap lu. Dapat getaway seminggu pergi melancong ke Utara, which is mostly dekat Kedah. Jumpa balik dengan the girlfriends, Marleya, Sheda, Lee and all-time-mentioned-girlfriend, Siti Rosma laaa kan. Memangggg BEESSSSTTTTT!!

- Nieces and Nephew.

Sejak bila pulak aku consider Kenit ni adik beradik aku? CEHHH, HARAPAAANNN JE LAAA! Well, ini selain Kenit beranak, ini juga adalah trip pertama Siti Rosma ke rumah saya. Yeahhh!! Tepuk tepuk tepuk untuk beliaauuu! Ngee ;D

July-December.

Ini bulan-bulan yang penuh drama. Macam-macam benda jadi. And I could say, sepanjang hidup ni, ini mungkin antara phase in my life yang saya tak nak lupa. Banyak gila peristiwa manis, pahit maung, masam, masin, tawar, tangisan gembira, tangisan sedih, perkara menyayat hati, revealations, and macam-macam drama lagi lah yang berlaku. Tapi sepahit-pahit mana pun, I think somedays, I would think of it and laugh my ass of gila-gila punya. And I could say these months were the months where "expect the unexpected". This was where I did what I never thought I would. Kawan dengan the exclusives, courting my Mr. Crush, berkawan dengan Mr Who-used-to-be-crush, having chat with someone I have resented so much without any reasons and turned out that he was very lovely, funny, and fun, joining clubs, lepas tu dapat berbaik balik dengan orang yang pernah gaduh dulu, met new fun people, exploring loves and many more.

JULY.

- The Eagle and Me.

Ini best. Macam revelation untuk saya pun ada gak. Yelah kan, multiracial kut, dengan hedonism tahap tingginya, memang STE bestt!! Lagi lagi dapat geng dengan Mimi Yana and Jah. HAHAHA. Siti Rosma and Farah and Ayam? Dorang tak geng. HAHA.

- The Result

... yang macam haram. HAHA. Siapa suruh tak belajar betul-betul? Asyik main sana, main sini, makan sana, makan sini, overnite sana, overnite sini, oke tu tipu bukan overnite banyak mana pun sekali je kannn? Saja tau suka nak over over kasi tampar sekali baru tahuuu. HAHA.

AUGUST.

- Give and Take

I was giving my heart kucing to my crush. Oke sumpah ini memang spontaneous. Kan saya ada add dia masa sem lepas kan, then tiba-tiba we talked and chat for hours tukar link blog and stuffs and he found my entry about my cat yang beranak tu and dia nak sekor. I was like, "Okay," and my mom pun kasi green light je and TADAAAA the cat is his. GILAA KANN?

- Babi Flu

Funny how me and Mimi Yana sama-sama demam kat rumah saya. HAHA. Mimi demam tinggi oh. 40 degree. Nasib baik tak retarded kalau tak, tak tahu lah macam mana kan, Mimi kan?

- Candle Lite Dinner Version 1.

Overrrr. Makan kat cafe UTP je. Oh oh lupa nak cerita, after I gave him the cat, dia bagi saya pinjam CD yang I just read the review beberapa hari sebelum tu. Sumpah terkejut. Apa lagi kan, terus laahhh burn CD tu and dengar. HAHA memang poser and typical girl in crush bukan in love yeh, in crush. And sebab nak pulangkan CD tu, we have a dinner together sembang-sembang and mamat ni sumpah lawak. Yeah, just lawak.

- The Party Part 2.

Birthday party Bil yang meriaaahhhh!! Best gileh and yeah, I never write about it. Nanti ada masa, I'll write about it. Banyak 'gambar-gambar menarek' untuk dikongsi bersama. Nyiahaha!

- The Party Part 3.

Ini party kecil-kecilan. Kamila punya birthdayyy. YAYY! ;)

SEPTEMBER.

- Sahur.

Korang ingat tak sahur-la-sangat dekat McD Manjung tu? Sumpah macam haram masing-masing macam tak hengat yang tu bulan puasa dengan pakai baju overdose macam baru balik meronggeng dekat kelab malam lepas tu ambik gambar macam orang tak pernah pergi McD dengan memekak hape segala semua cukup hahah anyways, itu yang best, ituuu yang kita semua enjoy! :)

- Merayakan Hari Raya.

Raya kali ini agak miserable tapi boleh tahan best. My family yang dysfunctional all the time memang funny. You don't know how much drama wajtu raya tu siap ada air mata yang mengalir okehhhhh memang dahsyaaaattttt. And and raya ni jugak I did something funny, konon nak wish birthday on the spot lah sangat last-last tertidur. Ehhh not entirely my fault okeh, saya sakit perut time tu. HAHA.

- The Birthday Present.

Ini best, saya turun bawah, I mean pergi keluar pada pukul 5 pagi jumpa dengan my Mr Super Crush waktu birthday saya sebab nak bagi my pendrive to him. Becausseeeee, he wanted to give me his favourite songs. Saya ingat lagi ayat dia, "Anggap lah itu hadiah dari wa untuk lu" HAHAHA, yezza sweeettt.

OCTOBER.

- The Broken Heart.

I cried my heart out. Cewahhhhhh gila drama siaaaallll!!! HAHA. Okay, actually it's not entirely his fault pun kan, nasib kau lah siapa suruh perasan. But anyways, apa-apa pun, berterus terang and don't keep guessing. It's not good. Baru saya tahu saya ada perasaan. And the tears prove it. And sampai sekarang saya rasa the tears is because I am angry sebab kena tipu, ke tears of jealousy? I am pretty much rejecting the latter one.

The Party Part 4

- My babes, the girlfriends also known as the bimbos, buat surprise birthday party yang akhirnya menjadi party yang err... senyap? Hee.. told you kan girls, I tak suka buat party untuk diri sendiri. But anyhow, I am loving the presenttttttt!!!!!!!!!! Thank you, LOVE YOU!

The Party Part 5.

- Birthday Farah yang Baekkkk. Ini adalah birthday party favourite sebab Farah menangis!! Oh rasa macam sangat berjaya je plan hari jadi ni bila tengok farah menangis. We all love you Farah!! And oh yes, saya tak cerita pun tentang party ni dekat you alls kan? Tengok lah, ada masa nanti I cerita okehhh? Pinky promise ;)

- The Prince Charming.

Okay, bukanlah prince charming or the knight in armour kan, tapi he somehow made most of my days oke over, tapi after knowing him, memang lahh tak berhenti promo dia to everyone in the house kan, tak percaya tanya the bimbos sumpah diorang asyik dengar ayat yang sama "Korang kena add dia, sebab dia memang fun nak mampos!!" Tapi bila diorang mintak ID, tak nak kasik pulak kan. HAHA. But seriously, sumpah tak pernah jumpa orang that I am very comfortable with I mean for the opposite sex lah, and don't have the urge to impress just everything flow very well. Sumpah he was very funnnnnnnn despite muka yang macam gangster, dengan kesengalan tahap dasat dia tuuu. Dia memang funnn, funnn, funnn! But seriously, waktu ni no feelings grown, just rasa he was super fuuunnnn!!

- The Graduation

Grad foundationnn!!!!!! Alhamdulillah, AKHIRNYAA KAN? :P

NOVEMBER.

- The Candle Lite Dinner Version 2.

Oke, over sekali lagi. Makan dekat cafe UTP je pun. Tapi best oke. Kesian jugak lah dekat dia nak tengok bola tak boleh kan sebab kena paksa makan dengan aku kan. Thanks to Siti Rosma yang set up kan benda alah ni. HAHAHA. And thanks to Elya for the courage. Rasa macam bangang je, tapi what the hell. I had nothing to lose, instead I am having a very great time and I enjoyed myself very much and it was superbly fuunnnnnn!!!!. Makan dengan siapa? Dengan the prince charming laaa. HAHAHA. And tell you what, I can't stop myself from talking about it for days sampai kena restrain diri sendiri supaya tak nampak macam melampau and annoying overexcited bitch sebab asyik cerita benda yang sama all over again, kan.

- Drama.

Drama tu tak tertonjol pun. Tak tertonjol? What the hell? And the thing with prince charming, let's say things didn't quite went our way. It came to a halt. Completely. Perhaps it won't be the same at all pun or it won't get restarted pun. But anyhow, things happened and I could say, I was indeed VERY happy and the memory shall remains. :)

- Study Study Study

Most of the time of exam week muka saya ada kat IRC. Berkepit dengan budak Elya tu. HAHA. We had fun, aite? Tapi study tu, study jugakkk HAHA.

- The Ugly Truth.

A lot of things going on, the secrets unfold, and it is very surprising to know that much about people. Sampai kadang-kadang you yourself would wonder about everyhing you saw. Is it good as it is, or is there anything hideous that lies beneath? I would say, you never know.

- The Courtingship.

My babes told me it's courting. And some say "He's hitting you very hard". Well, let's not talk about this.

- Gaya Hidup Sihat.

I concluded it as POYO NAK MAMPOS! TAK BUAT PUNNN. hahaha.

DECEMBER.

- The girlfriends.

Saya dapat peluang bersama-sama dengan my long lost loves, the girlfriends. And sangat amazing bila our bonding masih sama and tak berubah lansung. The inside jokes masih laku, boleh cerita tentang macam-macam perkara, gossips tentang things that happened in our surrounding. Bergelak ketawa about the same lame jokes all over again, it's amazing. And cuti di tahun 2009 adalah cuti yang paling best pernah saya ada. I cherish my friendship sangat-sangat.

- The family.

Saya sangat gembira bila kami masih boleh duduk di meja makan waktu dinner and lunch and buat inside jokes and gelak-gelak macam tak ada masalah dunia even most of the time Perang Dunia banyak terjadi. Well, sebab tu lah kita panggil FAMILY.

-Myself

I found out how lonely I am. HAHA. Not in a bad way though. Dulu I supposed orang yang lonely adalah orang yang paling banyak tengok movies because they dont have much things to do so the best thing they could do is watch a lot of movies and adoring the characters and the stroyline and wishing that they were the same. And I guess, saya macam tu lah kut. Banyak gileh tengok movie, sampai kadang-kadang rasa nak muntah tengok laptop ni lama-lama.

2009 really did teach me a lot. Thank you.

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My Wedding Crasher.

I don't really like the idea of karaoke di majlis perkahwinan.

Kasihan pada pengantin dan keluarga, mereka juga berhak menikmati muzik dan nyanyian yang mantap walaupun ia keluar dari cakera padat.

Jangan samakan majlis perkahwinan dengan acara karaoke jamban mahupun karaoke di KBox or RedBox or apa-apa box pun.

Telinga tetamu perlu dipelihara.

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Something to hold on to,

I am having a writer's block.

I'm losing grip and writing don't entertain me that much anymore. So, I want to have some rest and go finding some peace. And at the meantime, I would absolutely still go on with my stalking and reading your blog. And might drop some comments too, which the thing that I've done the least.

So, enjoy your holidays people! :)

Oh, on the other notes, I feel very depressed thinking that my long-lost-potential-boyfriend that I have always dream and longing to (okay DRAMA!) might somewhat have deceased.

Yeah, deceased. Dah mati, Yilek. Long gone. Meninggal dunia. Innalillah.

But I hope it's only illusions. You know what, there's no record of him at all. How did I know? Kata stalker. But seriously, no nothing.

I'm so depressed. Where the hell are you? I hope we might run into each other and have a decent conversations and you know, have a coffee or something because I miss your jokes so much!

And all I have is his dad phone number. And NO, I won't contact his dad asking about his son that could possibly been dead for years. Perhaps, he's dead. That's my thought only.

I am so depressed thinking that he died before we even met and sees what we've become after those years.

I hope he's not dead yet. I hope he still alive and breathing and enjoying his time with his family and his love ones. And maybe I couldn't get track of him because somehow his details are not included on the net. And maybe he's not interested in facebook and myspace or even bother to have a friendster account not to forget writing a blog.

Let us pray for his well-being.

Oh my God, I'm so depressed.

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you may as well take the sun away.

mood jiwang sedang rancak!

miu miu :)

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I guess I have too much caffein that I was high when I wrote this.

Tell you what, this idea was just popped into my mind when I was busy (AHAHA!) stalking reading a blog of oh-you-don't-have-to-know-who.

And and and I have this brilliant idea of making or should I say writing my own script for a movie. Or a drama, or maybe a thirteen episodes of drama series for TV3 to be aired in oh-I-forgot-what-it's-called slot. Yeah, the one that aired Tirana something something.

Yeah that one!!

Or maybe I should just write the whole idea so that someone or any writers that was out of muse and don't have any idea what to write could steal my idea if he stumbled upon my blog by any chance. Yeah I'm giving away my intellectual properties or generally known as my idea to the public.

Okay cut the crap.

So, hello script writers and movie producers and directors or crews or whoever you are. I've always longed a romantic comedy tales produced by local production. You know, something sweet like The Proposal, Maid in Manhattan, you know that kinda thing.

Jangan lah asyik cerita leleh leleh kisah perempuan bunuh sesama sendiri sebab berebut boyfriend. Ain't cool yo!!

Soooooooo, you know the policy Petronas has applied to their scholars? YEAHHH that one!

TAK BOLEH BERKAHWIN SESAMA SENDIRI SEKIRANYA ANDA BEKERJA/BERNAUNG or have related to Petronas stuff like that.

Cuba buat epic love story about two lovers who accidentally fall in love but are bound with the agreement and need to do something about that. That they have to fight for their love (ahahaha!) and they are planning to hide about the marriage.

And the ending ermmm... let's make it like uh.. modern version of Romeo and Juliet?

I've already imagined who's gonna be acting in this very film of mine, I want the main actress acted by Nasha Aziz and and and the lead actor is by Rashidi Ishak!

And of course, the director is Khabir Bhatia. It's a must! Baru film ni menarik. YEAHHH!!

Oh oh oh I can't wait for someone to stumble upon this idea and make a movie about this. Please please please.

Okay, I know it won't happen anyway. But if it is, well it's a good thing you know!! HAHA. And oh well, macam la aku sorang je ada idea ni kan? But what the hell go make movies people!

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oh in case this post is sensitive by any means, please jangan saman! I am broke. Sumpah saya miskin. And please don't hold my scholars. I love you Petronas. Don't worry I won't break the agreement. I would find a lawyer or a doctor, or a musician, or a politician. No, no, no engineer, or IT programmer (Oke, ni tak boleh janji muahaha!). Pinky promise? And this is absolutely my opinion. (Sumpah defensive gila haha yeah I'm a pussy baru tau ke? defensive lagi -.-")

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Salam Maal Hijrah

Semoga Tahun Baru Hijrah membuka kalendar baru untuk kita semua.

Jadi lebih baik,

Senyum lebih selalu,

Amal pun biar lebih banyak.

Semoga kita sama-sama jadi Muslim yang mukmin.

Jadi mukmin contoh!

InsyAllah.

Oh, tahniah Malaysia!

Satu-kosong kita benam.

Gol sendiri?

Abaikan, at least the goal is directed by Syafiq Rahim, kalau dia tak tendang ke arah pintu gol, maka tak akan terarah lah bola tu ke gol,

kalau tak terarah, maka tak gol la kan?

So, congratulations!

Oh, belajar jadi optimist. It's sometimes very annoying tapi lagi irritating jadi pessimist.

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My adorable, intelligent baby Griffin. My sweetheart Stewie :)

Henry: Okay, uh, before we can, uh... work effectively with one another, I think we should be comfortable. So, ten minutes, okay? Then - then work. Okay? Go. Okay, I'll start. Uh, I hate my mother. I hate my goddamn dead father more. Rudy was the only friend I ever had. I had a girlfriend once who I used to like to masturbate to more than have sex with. Carrots and snakes frighten me. Umm... I'm superstitious about the numbers...

[holds up three fingers, then six fingers, then seven fingers, crosses himself, blows into his fist, and makes a motion as if to throw the breath away]

Henry: I can only stir things counterclockwise, and I know that if I don't, something bad will happen. I take size eleven-and-a-half shoe. I don't have a favourite book. Umm... Oh... What's crucial? Oh, I don't drive or ride in cars. Statistically speaking, you have a 100% chance of being in an accident in your lifetime. They're death boxes. I give to Amnesty International on the off chance I'm ever imprisoned and tortured for my political beliefs. Paradoxically, I have no political beliefs. Umm... life is pain. Black kids are cuter than white ones. What's important? Uh... I didn't mean it when I compared you to our waitress. I was only trying to hurt you. I could've been meaner about your looks, and what I would've said would have made you cry. Umm... I have a towel I can't throw out 'cause it may have feelings. When I ejaculate, I go into deep depressions. Though by any standard you're a nice person, I deeply resent having to work with you. I love Japanese monster movies. Gamera, specifically.

Lucy: Gamera movies?

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Henry: A week ago, I didn't give a rat's ass about nebulas and now I can't get enough of them. Ok?
Lucy: Nebulae.
Henry: What?
Lucy: It's nebulae... not nebulas.
Henry: Ok, fine. I don't care about nebulas. You know accuse me of whatever you want, I'm probably guilty of it... contributing to global warming, and killing a squirrel once, and using the word retarded, and occasionally misinterpreted bigotry, but don't, don't... don't don't don't don't don't accuse me of not liking you. Ok?
Lucy: I understand.

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Henry: I've spent my whole life wanting something and doing my very best not to find it. Never even going near the places it might be, and suddenly I got the god damn thing practically chained around my neck.
Lucy: What are you talking about?
Henry: You, you're the god damned thing.

What's not to love about this guy?

He absolute-fucking-ly beats Jaha from Budak Kelantan and Sheldon Cooper from The Big Bang Theory and and and he beats Willy Wonka from the Charlie and Chocolate Factory tooo!! He's my new current favourite character yoo!!

Forget about Noah from the Notebook and Edward Cullen the beautiful-jambu-vampire (sorry fans out there! I dont watch Twilight just so you know HAHA!), let's meet Henry Roth my current obsession.

He is absolutely sensational!!!! Who would have thought the guys with all that stupid motherfuckingly mulut jahat and cynical and skeptical would be sooooo adorable and loveable and yummy-able just like Henry Roth did?

Just watch how he drove the car and all that stress-released-acts he did. Oh my God Henry Roth is superbly unique! And and and I couldn't stand the way he arranged things around him. MAJOR ADORABLE!!

I regretted that I didn't know him earlier. Way back when this film was produced in 2007. Who cares by the way? And now I've meet him I'm soooo gonna love him awwhh! ;D

Ohhhhh!!! I love Henry Roth!!! I am absolutely in love with Henry Roth. Oh by that, I mean the character. Siapa tak pernah tengok cerita ni lagi sila pergi tengok oke. And together we fall in love with Henry Roth.

Awwwwwww~

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Awwwwwwww! and that's the way they roll

"I knew there were no guarantees. No way of knowing what came next for me, or him, or anybody. Some things don't last forever. But some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down the corners and peering in close, hoping that you still recognize the person you see there. Dexter was a whole country away from me now. But I had a good feeling he would get to me, one way or another. And if not, I'd already prove I could meet him halfway."

- This Lullaby, Sarah Dessen.

See, I could be VERY corny cheesy and whatnots, too.

Ahem.

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HAPPY :)

Despite all the kesesatan, and kebisingan sewaktu menonton Santau, we're indeed having lots of fun, aite?

And so far Yatie menang bawak kereta paling dahsyat. Sampi ercabut nombor plat kereta kau bawak kan, lepas tu nampak kereta polis terus gelabah. HAHAHAHA.

Banyak lah pulak pak polisi nak ronda time tu kan, nasib baik tak kena tahan. Hahaha.

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December babes!

Cik Tiqa my ayam.

3 December.

Lee!! Yeahh one of my besties kat Beseri and always been eventhough we didn't contact that much. Ngehngehngeh.

5 December.

I love you guys lotssss! Sorry for the late post.

Mwah mwah. God bless yo!

HOTNESS I MUST SAY!!!

Horny gila bila tengok video nih. HAHAHA.

Those men with tattoos are fucking HOT! Nampaknya list untuk ciri-ciri lelaki sexy kena ditambah ni. HAHAHAHA.

Cuba usha yang pakai spek hitam tuu and yang muka macam Chinese yang rambut straight tu. Moots pun nampak handsome. All of the drummers pulak fucking SEXY! HAHAHAHA

Semuanya sexy sexy and hot hot belaka. Awwwwwwww

And yeah, I love this version of Marabahaya compared to the original ones.

Bila pulak Malaysia nak produce "Kuala Lumpur, Aku Cinta Padamu" ?

See how their legs synchronizes when they walked together at the end of the clip. So sweet.


Ahhhh.



Very touching. Indeed. He did things that he does when he falls in love with his wife and yet he is falling in love with his wife all over again.

Plain romantic.



I almost cried watching this.




This is the most romantic and cute way of saying "Surprise" I've ever heard of in my life. Seriously.

Ahhhh.



This lullaby, "Ahhh...!"



I feel like I wanted to write about all those stories in this film, but I just selected some.

This is all my favourite and now I fell in love with this lullaby, sang by the actress herself.

I keep playing it in my music player even somehow I find it creepy but I like it. No more Sugar Town or Quelqu'un M'a Dit, it is now Que Linda Manito. HEHE. (I seriously sound like a poseur now. ULTIMATELY! ngehngehngeh)

Watch it people, if you haven't. (I might be the lame ass who promote this film since it was produced in 2006 but who cares. JUST WATCH IT AGAIINNN!!!!)


Thanks Bil for the films. BEST!

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Hackers and Hippies, MAJORR!!

How could a computer genius who happened to hacked supercomputers and banks and million other stuffs couldn't think of getting a hair cut just to change his image so that public or even the police and FBIs would have a problem to recognize him and that could help save him and yeah he could make living and live freely for a while, don't you think so?

I just watched Hackers 2 : Operation Trackdown and all I could think why the hell Kevin Mitnick did not straighten his hair or make it afro or at least do some undercover whenever he went out for shopping or phishing information?

Durh.

But anyhow, yeah hackers are cool. Before this I thought they were just geeks who you know, wearing all those thick glasses and acting like a weirdo and do that stalking shits but the movie really make hackers look super duper cool mannnn.

I like Cereal in Hackers 1. HAHA yo that hippies! Hippies always are cool! HAHA! And and the Icebreaker in Hackers 2 is just awesome with his piercing and the eyeliner yeehhaaaa! sek-say I say.

And yeahhh, watching three Hackers' movies marathon really make me can't wait to learn programming next semester. HELL YEAAHHHH! Programming, let me get you bebehhh!!!

Oh tell you what, Hackers 3 was quite a disappointment. Less codes were used and there's no rush like who's getting there first with the codes and all the images of viruses and worms you know. It's more like kids action movie but all in all the twist at the end really surprised me like hey, who's in the world we could really believe and have our faith in, right???? There Hackers 3 got me thinking. Kudos to Hackers 3 yo.

Anyhow, Hackers 1 and Hackers 2 still rocks my socks! YEAHHHHHHHH all hail to 90's movies yo!!

And oh, today I slept at 5. Thanks to Hackers. But no biggie, it is all worth it I tell ya.

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What? A CAR? You can kiss my ass!

Dear parents,

You guys really shouldn't have send me to get my driving license if you guys ain't gonna let me drive a car, let it be mine or yours.

That RM800 should have been used for my shopping allowance rather than my non-functioning driving license. Shit I should have my REAL DRIVING LICENSE this May. But no, I forgot how to drive.

How to drive? OHHHH we should pressed the clutch before hitting the gas, isn't it?

URGH.

Sure I remember how to drive. I'm just being sarcastic. GAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I'M SOOOO PISSED OFF I COULD KILL A BABY RIGHT NOW.

DEMMIT. HUAA! ;'O

I'm writing this and all I heard is "DROGBA!!!!" as my brother was watching Chelsea TV : Drogba's 100 goals. Believe me it is PLAIN ANNOYING.

Make a montage of the pengulas sukan screaming "DROGBAA!!!!" as he's scoring goal at each match and you just successfully make me cramp my stomach for laughing. It is FUNNY yet ANNOYINGG!

Well, it's not Drogba that I wanna write here. I only know him when Farah told me about him during our gossip session, yes, that Drogba, the Chelsea player. Yes, my friend and I did gossips on football player too you guys. And no, I am not a big fan of football macth but I am LIVERPOOL supporter! Juat so you know. -.-" (But I know nothing about the players and all I just support them blindly since my favourite man player, Diouf played there before and I just like them. NGEHEHE)

Okay, back to the topic, you know I always have a 'thing' with these three urm... shall I say, things? They are ;

1. Drummer.

Let it be a man or a girl, I would totally drool over them. Drummer for me is the sexiest member in a band. Sure you know especially bila diorang main bersungguh-sungguh gila like macam nak headbang tapi tak headbang sampai berpeluh-peluh and yeahhhhh sangat sexxyyyyyyy!!!!!!! Kalau tengok overseas band buat performance, the drummer usually went topless. NGEHNGEHNGEH so much to see.

And yeahh I would love to learn on how to play drum yo. Anybody willing to give me free drum lesson sampai pandai? :P

2. Nicotine lips.

I like the guy with the dark lips due to their heavy smoking habits. Seriously it is indeed VERY SEXY. But it depends. Not all guys with that lips are sexy. Certain just look as disgusting and somehow looking pervert (for my eyes) but some are just sexy. Yeah, sexy.

3. Tall and dark.

I prefer chocolate over vanilla. If you get what I mean. Tall, dark, and handsome, that was what all girls are drooling for, I am not an exception. But, handsome, it is only for my eyes. I have a hella different definition of handsome that I shall explain later. And they should not only tall and dark but also have the figure of you know wide, tak kurus kering tapi tak gemuk jugak. HAHA totally my cup of tea!

But now, I have build a new interest that shall been added to my aforementioned ehemm fetish list. HEHE. It is THE BONE STRUCTURE! Yeahh baby! the bone structure, the jawline, the cheekbone, all that make me drool and drool and drool babyyyy! OH! See those picture!!!

This is Gustaf Noren, the vocalist and the guitarist for Mando Diao.

This is Bjorn Dixgard, the vocalist and the guitarist of Mando Diao.

See that bone he had, see that bone he had, see that bone he had OHMYGOD AMAZINGGGGG!!!!!!

The jawline is ... AWESOME and sooo MANLY.

Brandon Lee.

Upon watching Rapid Fire, I saw this man and yeah all I see his bone structure, the jawline he has.

Unfortunately, he's dead. But anyhow, his bone could still make me drool non stop.

HOHOHO.

Well, I guess too much ANTM has somehow alarmed me about the sexiness the jawline and bone structure have to offer. YEAHH!

And my plan for healthy lifestyle, I see sunshine! ;)

p/s : I guess I should went anonymous after this. Somehow my blog has turn blue a little bit and it's kinda descending don't you think? HAHA.

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