It is Shallow, and I Know So.

I rasa I won't buy a car or a house using my own money. Because despite banyak mana pun duit yang I ada (eceh cakap macam duit puluh puluh ribu) I will not have the heart to spend them.

I memang sayang gila duit I. Which is not good. Yelah kan, bila fikir fikir balik why you need so much money ? What if you die then siapa nak inherit duit tuu ? Ergh I feel scary and nauzubillahiminzalik everytime I think what if yang inherit my money tu orang yang boros like spending tak hengat kan ?

Ok, Miraaa kau berangan apa duit kau bukan banyak pun.

So, to jimat duit I, I selalu guna duit my parents, like shopping with them la kan. Nak beli kasut ke, handbags ke, tops ke, whatever la kan tapi I bukanlah teruk sangat sampai habis ribu ribu kan. Kadang-kadang tak sampai hati nak beli benda mahal mahal sebab kesian tapi dalam kesian pun rembat jugak kan.

I don't know la. I always have the constant need to shopping. Maybe because I am girl, no ? Ye lah I cannot stand thinking that I have been using the same bag for months. And the fact I dah pakai the same blouse more than three times in two months. Over kan ? Yessss I tau I memang over tapi ye laahh tak best lah pakai baju yang sama. Tanya any girls, they would answer the same thing.

Sekarang masalah I is kasut. I want a flat, I want heels, and lately I tiba tiba rasa I nak wedges pulak padahal dulu tak suka kut dengan wedges entah kenapa tah tiba tiba je. And I want ankle boots too ! Tapi nak pakai dengan apa ? Skinny ? Haha I still x berani nak fashion daring daring. Tu another problem, nanti I elaborate.

But, I have bigger issue now. I tak berselera nak shopping sekarang. Contradict with what I have stated earlier, I tak rasa nak beli baju and stuffs even I baru shop baju recently, ehem no that's another case, tapi I tak rasa nak beli apa apa.

Padahal aku perlu kasut ni like sangat perlu.

Because I don't have shoes to wear with my baju kurung. Oh by the way I ada resolution baru nak selalu pakai baju kurung sebab I rasa baju kurung cantik and boleh hide any lemak yang terlebih ehem but the main reasons is I purely rasa baju kurung memang cantik and sopan, yeah that.

So macam mana nak pakai baju kurung cantik cantik kalau tak ada kasut ? My flat ni pun dah nak haus and dah nak rosak. Zaman pakai baju kurung dengan high cut shoes or sneakers is sooooooo over. Even kadang-kadang I buat jugak but it was because I terpaksa you !

Plus, I tak suka pergi kelas pakai selipar, tak cantik.

So problem I sekarang, adalah I kering, tapi I want to shop but now I takde mood to shop sedangkan I really need shoes to wear with my baju kurung and some other clothes yang appropriate.

Hurm I guess my lost of appetite to shop ni got something to do with results. Ye laah kan tak lama lagi kan result nak keluar kan ? Ya Tuhaannn mati aku macam ni dah lah jawab periksa entah apa-apa. Apa alasan nak bagi ni ? Haiyooo !

Okay, forget shopping I now know I got bigger problem to worry about.

Aaaaaaaaaaa !

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