Waktu aku masih di tahun pertama dan kedua, aku sangatlah confident yang aku mahu ambil major Manufacturing ketika di tahun akhir dan aku mahu intern di kilang-kilang.
Precisely, aku nak intern di L'oreal. Sebab apa? Sebab saja.
Tapi, bila dah masuk 2012, dah masuk tahun aku sepatutnya kelam kabut carik intern, aku dah tak rasa nak ambil manufacturing, I start questioning myself what major should I take, what company should I go for my internships?
Dulu dilema aku cuma nak intern di Penang atau KL? Kalau dapat Penang, I won't have problem with accommodation since I have relatives yang baik hati siap offer duduk dengan mereka lagi. If I were to get my internship in KL, it would be so much fun, and so much food and restaurants to try and I get to be close to my girlfriends and family.
But now, I've started to love the idea of doing my internship in oil and gas industry, I really really want to go to Miri and undergo my internship there.
I know, Miri sounds so far away, in the other land across the sea, and I might not be able to celebrate Eid with my family this year if I were to undergo my internship there. However, even the idea of not going back for raya this year might scare some people, truth to be told, it excites me. I don't mind it, at all. Even the idea of it alone thrilled me.
But, I can't see any opportunities or even chances of me to go there. Plus, with my results, naaahhh...dream on, Mira. I think I should just stick to manufacturing instead of Petroleum.
I don't know what to do now. If I don't get any call from oil and gas companies by March, I'd go for manufacturing - if they still taking interns lah.
Ok the thought of it scares the hell out of me.