dengan ini, saya undur diri.

amira,

isnin - kuiz matematik kejuruteraan.
selasa - praktikal makmal kimia .
rabu - ujian kimia.
khamis - ujian matematik kejuruteraan.
jumaat - di hospital, kekejangan otak.


dan sekarang kau sebok nak jadi dr love lah sangat sedangkan kau pon bukannya ada boyfriend nak nasehat nasehatkan orang.

pengalaman pon setakat sejemput. cheh.

lain kali kau jauhkan diri lah dari masalah masalah macam ni. pergi duduk dengan kawan kawan yang masih single. yang tak ada secret admirer atau orang yang kau tak tahu dia ada secret admirer, orang yang tak ada boyfriend, atau skandal skandal hangat.

jauhkan diri dari orang yang ada masalah hati dan perasaan.

sebab nasehat nasehat yang kau bagi bukan membantu, sebaliknya menyakitkan hati orang. ye lah, kau kan outspoken lah sangat, kan? dasar mulut jahat.

kalau kau asyik bagi nasehat centa dekat orang, lama lama kawan kawan kau semua lari sebab nasehat kau tak boleh pakai.

jangan emo, dan stay away dari orang orang yang disebutkan di atas. jangan beri nasehat, jangan masuk campur. benda benda centa dan kaseh sayang zaman remaja ni tak sesuai dengan kau.

ye lah, kan cita cita kau nak jadi isteri kedua. mana sesuai untuk masuk kesah kesah remaja macam ni.


so
friends, i back off.

mireya (2/26/2009 1:05:53 AM): ntah
mireya (2/26/2009 1:05:56 AM): huk3
mireya (2/26/2009 1:06:04 AM): im such a lousy fren kn?
mireya (2/26/2009 1:06:07 AM): huk
farah dyana (2/26/2009 1:07:04 AM): hahaha
farah dyana (2/26/2009 1:07:31 AM): u r the jovial-est fren i've ever had
farah dyana (2/26/2009 1:07:33 AM): hahahahaha

thank you.
and sorry cause i've been abusing you without sympathy.
:P

muacks to you girlfriend!


p/s : maybe on hiatus untuk beberapa ketika. we'll see!

anggerik plastik

kalau awak suruh saya pilih,
antara bunga mawar segar dan anggerik plastik,

saya akan pilih anggerik plastik.


kerana saya tak mahu layu,
seperti mana layunya mawar segar itu nanti.

kerana saya tak mahu pudar,
seperti mana pudarnya merah si mawar.

kerana saya tak mahu diganti dengan mawar lain,
apabila saya tak lagi mekar seperti dahulu.


tak mengapa,

tak perlu ada sang kumbang untuk hinggap di anggerik plastik.
tak perlu ada air untuk buat saya terus mekar dan mewangi.


anggerik plastik itu cuma perlu sebiji pasu indah,
untuk terus kekal berdiri,
mempamer pesona ilusi.

anggerik plastik itu cuma perlu sebiji pasu indah,
yang akan terus bersama,
dikala habuk dan sawang mula hinggap di setiap kelopaknya.


anggerik plastik tempatnya bersama sebiji pasu indah.


dan saya mahu awak jadi pasu indah saya.

:)

kita jatuh sama sama oke?

sejak akhir akhir ini mood saya romantis.
.



kau, tolong jangan buat aku jatuh suka kalau kau tak maksudkannya.

menangis dalam hati. T.T

.

berkawan dengan lelaki buat saya rasa gay.

senyum sorang sorang. :)

senyum lagi.

masih senyum.

oh. tak boleh berhenti senyum lah pulak. :) :) :)

dikelilingi perempuan perempuan. :)

bersama gadis gadis cantek berfoya-foya. XD

heavenly. dengan mereka. :p

senyum nakal. XD

merekalah puncanya.

buat saya rasa gay berkawan dengan lelaki. :P


seronoknya menjadi perempuan. :)



you should try. :P


.

you're nobody

you asked me,

who am i in your heart?

i keep silent. i stared on the floor. you keep waiting, wanting to know the answer. hoping it would be the answer that you wanted to hear.

then i took a deep breath, and answered,

you're nobody

i saw the changes in your look. your eyes shining. because i knew there were tears in there. your smile faded. and there was only a frown. you got up. you walked to the front. leaving me alone on the bench.

so, all these days, all these memories, i am just nobody to you?

i nodded. even i know you're not looking.

you're not my brother even you always listen to my problems and jokes around with me.
you're not my father even you keep protecting me all the time.
you're not my best friend even you're always here during the good and the bad times.
you're not my personal tutor even you always helping me in my study.
you're not my husband even you always give me all the supports and take care of my needs.
you're not my fiancee even i wore the ring that you gave me and you wore the one that i gave to you.
you're not my friend even you always texting me just to know how i was doing.

you're simply nobody.


you are only a person that i love.

and all i know is, you're the one that i wanted to live with, and spend the rest of my life just being with you.

and at that time, i see tears, and smile in your face.

***

corny and sweet. love tales always been a cure. :)
kawan-kawan, ini cerita tipu, rekaan sahaja.

.

siapa kata saya tak boleh jadi ibu yang baekk??

ini amir, saya amira. :P

yang berdiri itu bernama firdaus, yang perempuan ini bernama ainaa, dan jejaka in pink itu aiman. :)

hello amir, saya amira! *wink*

ini ainaa dengan adekk beliau, emelda. :)

oke oke.
ini semua cuma gambar anak-anak saudara saya. bukan gambar anak-anak saya bersama kanak-kanak.

baeklah. saya mengaku. saya tak kurang suka dengan kanak-kanak. sebab :

mereka sering melalak, meraung, menangis tak tentu hala. di tengah malam buta atau sesudah subuh.

balik comot-comot dengan baju melekit gula-gula.

kadang-kadang busuk bau peluh campur dengan air longkang dengan lecakk.

sampai tak tahu beza air masak tumpah atau air liur yang asyik meleleh kat mulut mereka.

lepas itu menjerit-jerit mintak mainan orang, tak sedar mainan itu orang punya, bukan mereka punya.

jumpa buku, terus nak conteng dengan crayon, konon-konon nak melukis. bila orang marah ambik buku orang, dia menangis meraung melampau.

kalau jumpa majalah pulakk kerja nak koyak je. kadang-kadang buku teks orang pun mereka rembat.

kalau mintak air kat rumah orang, nak air manis manis je. kadang-kadang melampau nak air gas, tak mahu air masak. lepas tu nak isi penuh penuh. bila dah minum, bukan nak habeskan, maen tinggal je.

jumpa make-up orang, semua nak try. bedak orang, eyeshadow, lipbalm. kadang kadang sampai patah lipstick orang mereka maen.

kalau orang tak mahu layan mereka, menangis. melalak. meraung. saje nak suruh ayah dan ibu mereka marah kita.

kalau orang saja saja nak usik mintak barang-barang mereka, mereka tak mahu kasi. siap jelir jelir lidah lagi. bila barang kita, sebok sebok nak pinjam. nak tengok lah ape lah. bila tak bagi, menangis lagi.


kanak-kanak memang mengada-ngada.


cuba lah mereka baek baek sedikit. senyum lah banyak banyak. bukan senyum waktu nak barang orang.

cuba mereka mintak baek baek. bukan asekk menyendeng dekat kita buat buat muka comel sebab mereka nak mainan kita.

cuba belajar pegang barang-barang tu elok elok sikit. ni tak, bagi pegang gelas kaca pon tak boleh, semua nak kasi pecah. aish!

cuba mereka makan elok elok sedikit. jangan bagi tumpah. rosaklah kapet orang tu nanti.

cuba mereka duduk diam diam. bukan lompat sana, lompat sini. pegang sana, pegang sini. kalau pecah pasu pasu tu semua, siapa nak ganti?

cuba mereka tengok rancangan televisyen yang sedang kita tonton tu diam diam. jangan sebokk sebokk nak amek remote control lepas tu tukar ke channel kartun suka suka hati mereka. ambik tv tu letak dalam bilik karang baru mereka tahu.


tapi, tak boleh nak kutuk kanak-kanak sangat. mereka banyak peminat. nanti banyaklah orang yang backup mereka.

saya jealous dengan kanak-kanak ini. mereka dah lah selalu happy. tak ada masalah nak fikir. tahu maen sahaja. kalau buat salah pun orang tak akan cakap

"ada otak bukan nak fikir! dah besar panjang macam ni pun tak tahu nak buat benda senang macam nie"

orang cuma cakap :

"alah, budak-budak"

tapi kanak-kanak tak boleh buat apa yang kami yang dah besar ni boleh buat. jadi, kita boleh gelakkan mereka ramai-ramai. hahahaha.

oh, saya tahu apa yang kamu fikirkan. jangan bersimpati dengan bakal anak-anak saya nanti. saya pasti, saya akan jadi ibu yang baek. dan anak-anak saya semestinya antara kanak-kanak yang paling beruntung di dunia!

hooray!


ye incik,
saya tahu saya dulu pun kanak-kanak juga.

i am not a feminist

i watched down with love. oh hell yeah! renee zellweger look HOT HOT HOT in this movie! sexy sexy sexy.

and i love it. ;p

the movie is all about leaving love and beg for equality. lastly, they realized how man and woman need each other.as it supposed to be lah kan.

woman,
seronok lah menjadi makhluk yang lemah. :) me myself enjoyed every bit of it.

1. guys hold the door when you're about to come in and he's about to go out.
2. the terms "LADY'S FIRST" won't exist when there are equality.
3. when our car break down in the middle of highway, we tend to get help easily even without asking for it.
4. one tears, and HE'll go weak.
5. we could asked men to hold our heavy shopping bags while we checked out new shoes sales ;p
6. we could whine whine and whine. because we are female. imagine if guys do that? sure is disgusting!

of course, we hardly earn guys' respect. so what? they're born ego and selfish. why do we care?

do our own job happily and care enough to not care bout them. annoying them sure is fun :)

don't ask for equality baby, we've already got the speciality. :)

oh hell yeah!

:p

saya rinduu

i miss the way you called my name,
"MIRA"

i miss the way you asked for my phone just because you wanted to take a look at it.
your excuse :
"i just want to check out your new songs,"
boy, i rarely update my songs.

i miss the time you smile at me teasingly.

i miss the time when we had dine together.

i miss your freak out face when i put my books on your motorcycle.
you thought i wanted to ride it with you.
boy, you're funny.

i miss your jokes.

i miss your funny grin.

i miss our time together.
making jokes even i hardly laugh and make boring faces all the time.

above all these, i know,

I MISS YOU.

i want everything back to normal.
just like the way it was before.

i am wishing, hoping, praying, wanting, and trying to make it happen.

i miss you, and it hurts.

so much.



***

see, you revealed the romantic side of me mr [insert name].

incik, saya tahu anda lelaki melayu sejati. ego anda sangat sangat lah tinggi. tapi, sikit sikit sudahlah.
jangan sampai saya mengorat kamu.
takut tahu kalau saya mengorat orang. ;p

kita kawan balik oke?

macam dulu dulu. :) :) :)

gadis gadis pingitan saya!

my very first sem in utp is oficially over. so, i am now blogging and writing happily from rumahku sorgakuu ;p

there are a lot of things happened back in UTP. well, a lot of dramas and stuffs revolved around me. not that i want it,well sure it suit the saying :

expect the unexpected.

sure i'm gonna blog bout that later. but, i want to blog about the miracle most unexpected thing that happened to me :

MY GIRLFRIENDS!

yes, they are miracle, they are unexpected. little that i know that we are gonna be this close. i never talked to them until our study week. yes, they love to go irc, but i'm not. :p

we met only during lunch (since i always lunch together with my roommate) and talk talk talk. we make noise until i am sure that people at the cafe hate us for making the cafe as if it is ours. GIRLS POWER BEBEH!!


actually they're 10 of us. but sorry deena don, hiqmah, your pix tak de. :( and tiqa, you know her berlian pix tak boleh upload dalam internet. :)

we are getting closer because we planned of this one crazy idea THE V5 HAPPY FAMILY TREE. that consist 10 of us. sure it does sounds fun!!!


we done many crazy things together despite that we only met and barely know each other. i don't know how i could get along with this people. maybe because when i am with them, i could be me, orang gila yang retard. yes, yes, yes.


we spent so much time together and even i am not in the same class with them, but still, they accepted me. mereka tak kesah dengan bahasa saya yang kasar, dengan cara saya yang retard, and most important, mereka tak sensitif.

note : orang yang sensitif akan menangis apabila bersama saya. :) :)



mereka sangatlah suka belajar! which is good because i am very very very lazy bum when it comes to EVERYTHING! hahaha.

ada kesah tentang mereka and bilik kami that makes me love them even more!

at first, me and my roommate had make a rule that forbid anyone except my crazyness fren, cik tiqa to enter our room since our room is very very very gojes that we don't want any of them got jealous.

i wish.

our room is a mess!!


tapi mereka tak kesah.

they laughed. of course they did. they are not angels not to laugh to how we could live in such place. tapi, tak ada muka mengutuk atau kata kata mengata dari mereka.

cuma terkejut sahaja.

well, siapa yang tak terkejut dengan bilik kami kan? ;p

ini sedikit tak banyak tentang mereka :



jah : dia kecikk dan dia comel. she's witty and sangat selamba. she loves to study very very much. study is her passion. dia seorang gadis litar :)

fue : fue gadis minyak angin. orang johore yaw! muka kecinaan tapi dia selamba jugak. sekarang asyik cakap sarawak sejak bergaul dengan jejaka jejaka sarawak.

farah : gadis litar juga our guardian angel.she's sooo dammit nice. i hate her for being that nice sebab rasa tak sampai hati nak buli. kekasihnya juga baekk. oh.saya jeles!! :P

don : kanak kanak gila yang saya suka. bahasa bahasa dia lawak lawak belaka. oh don, i love you lah!! oh ya don gadis technology!

tiqa : she's obsessed with melaka. go melaka? nah~ she's the goddess. semua lelaki yang tengok muka dia, semua jatuh centa. tapi, hatinya sudah berpunya. oh ye, dia coursemate saya, kami gadis mesin!! :)

ini kami sewaktu bermain boling di parade :) budak budak lelaki itu tempelan sahaja.

hiqmah : oh, she's white and extremely fair! very very lemah lembut and fragile. seriously, saya takut dengan mereka yang fragile. deena's girlfriend. yes yes yes she's very very gila juga. :)

rosma : siapa yang tak kenal dia? she's my roommate. my beloved ones. we'd done many crzay things together. but she's nicer, dia memang budakk baekk. sumpah tak tipuu ;p

sekin : sesembur. try to make jokes when she's eating, automatically dia sembur punya. hahah. but, she's very lemah lembut and a shy person oke. i like it when sje talks, sangat semangat!

mimi : my evil twinn!! oyeh! she razwkz my socks dengan keselambaan dia. i bet she's a genius, and she just like me except she's underage. oh oh oh. lupa pula! mimi is a terengganu murtad! lagu negeri sendiri pun sudah lupa. cakap pun dah tak bunyi dah. gapo muh ni mimi?

my favourite pix among all :) :)

dengan mereka , saya menjadi diri saya. saya cakap apa yang saya mahu *i hope they did this too*, saya boleh gelak dan buat my aksi aksi retard without being condemn. they love to laugh, just like me. when it comes bout boys, yes, we're so gila gilaan. kami sangat terbuka dengan sesama sendiri. yang paling penting, they accepted me juz the way i am. saya sayang mereka :)

that's a lil bout my bitches girlfriends. i love them and i care for them. hope it would last forever. :)

thank you girlfriends, you girls saved my-almost-damaged-semester!

marry me, marry me!

johnny depp is my kekaseh hati :)

i watched charlie and the chocolate factory.
and i fall in love again. for the nth time.

greedy augustus makes me hungry.
little charlie makes me thinks that i should be a better person.
the english girl makes me annoyed.
the little bitch irritates me.
the evil genius makes me wonder how nerd are super duper cool!

and here comes willy wonka,
who makes me think that i've found my mr perfect!

johnny depp, you're so hot!

kacak kacak kacak.

oh, kalau lah anda boyfriend saya!

uh-huh!